Sunday 6 December 2009

Back with a Bang

I'm amazed to find out that it here are a select number of people mainly Canandian who actually follow my notes; that are my blog. To reward you loyalty I am writing this especially for you. Well whats going on? Right now I'm at Dhyano's using his internet connection as I don't have one. In addition to that I've begun to go a little mad with not doing anything as my life has turned into the stagnant waters that would be invitign only to a communtiy of Milaria infected mosquitos. Yes that is where I am at. Not only this I have managed to no write any notes at all about or during th month of November. This is mainly due to the fact that I am begining to question "How interesting is my Life really? and do i really what tpeople to be able to live vicariously through me?". Maybe you devotiees will be able to answer that one for me?

Not only that with the number of friends I now have on facebook how many of them do I really want to know the intracisies of my life etc etc etc. Neverming the fact that I live in a small community and my radio show became a real live blog for a short period of time. Yes Radio show as therapy; would I recommend it?

In additonis to all this my main thought are prdominatley obsessive ones to do with one individual ( who will remain nameless) as a result of having far to much time on my hands arrrgh........ So there we are.

What else. I've been to London twice once to hang out with DJ Rubbish ( who is he?) and the other to return a dear friend to the arms of security. In between that I've sailed to Cowes from Gosport and visited the New Forrest made friends with Tim Shaw ( who is he?) and Damon Taylor. Belle has is now in New York. More news have visited Tim in London and well heard Afton tell me all her visa traumas...... to which country will her baby belong, Romania, Canada, Italy or possibly even Scotland and where will I be at Christmas. Will I managed to put together a Hogmany special for the Source, will I mmake it through there Christmas party without bloodshed on the dancefloor? More questions Can I stand living in Cornwall for much longer? Will I give up smoking? Is a smokers cough a good enough reason? Will I ever get the Macbook I need to start my long awaited book which has no title or will I go mad endlessly writing this blog, in moments of screaming anxiety.

Anything else? I love my leg warmers. I have to sort out my finances. Can I afford a landline internet connetion? Is that a good idea? Most of all though I'm back with a bang! and you'd better not get in my way. Submissive is no longera sub-text. That's all. Where's my war paint........ and fuck the spell check.